God i think i have applied everywhere today.
JOBSsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
I don't even want a job!
the whole day all that was playing in my head was dystopia's "Stress builds character".
but yeah ill do it just for everybody, and not to mention i owe everyone in fucking mt. p.
but hey i cant complain i asked for money and they loaned it to me. So if i had a problem with it i shouldn't have asked. my friends are nice and they all have taken care of me together. Aw one big family.
Its just now i feel bad about it.
Mostly i just want to be able to take care of Adrian the way hes been taking care of me i live for free eat for free and i am not the type of person to be a free loader. I am appreciative of people and they know that...i mean i hope they do.
I also haven't been to one feminist book club meeting and that brings me down.
I mean i don't feel i have to go just because i call myself a feminist its just i would like to go i WANT to learn more. and not to mention read more.
Bleh. i really do not want to end up working at walmart. I reallllllllllllllllllllllly dont want to work there.
and i dont know if i could work at the casino, that place just make me hate everyone even more.
seeing the elderly people hooked up to the machines like its a fucking IV.
:/ sad sad sad.
OK well I'm off to finish more aps so i can be a perfect girl living and working in mainstream society.
at least i have this 40 of Cobra.
Applications.application.applications.
Hey look i got some new glasses today too.
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